
A fire has been kindled from my wrath 
(Deuteronomy 32. 22)
He hated confrontations.
He lived on his own in a cave.
To avoid unnecessary problems, he built
two
altars in his small abode.
One for Mohammed, and one for Christ.
When a Muslim would visit, he would
unearth
the first altar
and pray with him in front of Mohammed.
When a Christian knight came along,
he would
reveal him the other altar
and bow down before Christ.
Thus he made everyone happy.
And he was left to live in peace.
Life forces all of us to make many
compromises.
A good number of us, willy-nilly, serve
God
and the evil one,
Jesus Christ and the world.
In church we listen subdued to the
priests,
but once we are outside the temple,
we follow our own ethics and our own
convictions.
In the ‘Our Father’ we claim that we
are
willing to forgive those who trespass
against
us,
but in real life, dare anyone try to
do us
an injustice
because hell erupts!
We argue convincingly that God provides,
but deep down we know
that if we don’t provide for ourselves,
God will not send down manna from heaven.
We say that God knows better than us
what
we need
and then we plan our lives according
to our
dictates,
like using all means so as to avoid
children
in the first years of marriage.
We say that there is another life after
death,
and we are frightened of death.
What is this charade?
Christians should be an argument in
favour
of Christ.
We should reflect Christ.
Our hearts and minds should be synchronized
with His.
Our lives would resemble His.
And yet… and yet…
The first Christians had a saying that
stated
that
whoever is close to Christ is close
to a
burning fire.
Jesus himself said once, “Fire I came
to
bring on earth.”
And the prophet declared that “Yahweh
is
like a refiner’s fire.”
He is a fire!
A fire that burns whatever is not Him
whatever distances us from him:
sin, pride, avarice, sloth…
A fire that illumines our reality,
it shows us how often we deceive ourselves,
because sometimes we think we are doing
good
to others
when really we are harming them.
This fire manifests how very often
our neurotic love for our husband or
wife
or children
chokes them and does not allow them
to grow
freely.
This fire shows us how mistaken are
our calculations
and how we are afraid to risk
when Christianity has risk embedded
in its
DNA.
Above all, Jesus Christ is a fire that
warms.
He is the only fire that can warm our
coldness,
and thaw our rigidity.
Maranatha!
Come Lord Jesus!
We need you!
"See now that I myself am He!
There is no god besides me.
I put to death and I bring to
life,
I have wounded and I will heal,
and no one can deliver out of my hand.”
(Deuteronomy 32.39)
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