
John The Dwarf 
"I am like a man sitting under a great
tree, who sees wild beasts and snakes coming
against him in great numbers. When he cannot
withstand them any longer, he runs to climb
the tree and is saved. It is just the same
with me; I sit in my cell and I am aware
of evil thoughts coming against me, and when
I have no more strength against them, I take
refuge in God by prayer and I am saved from
the enemy." Very efficient tactic to
fight temptations.
"Even if we are entirely despised in
the eyes of men, let us rejoice that we are
honored in the sight of God." What do
we care what others think of us! We know
that God holds us in high esteem. Or do we?
"A house is not built by beginning at
the top and working down. You must begin
with the foundations in order to reach the
top. The foundation is our neighbor, whom
we must win, and that is the place to begin.
For all the commandments of Christ depend
on this one." Very wise advice if we
want to advance in holiness.
"We have put aside the easy burden,
which is self-accusation, and weighed ourselves
down with the heavy one, self-justification."
An outline of a real path to innocence.
All these sayings come from a monk who was
so short that he was called John the Dwarf.
Born in Egypt to poor Christian parents around
339, at the age 18, he left for the desert
of Scetis to live radically his Christianity.
One of the most vivid characters in the Egyptian
Desert, he attracted many disciples and in
order to preserve his own solitude, he dug
himself a cave underground! Funny!
He was a practical man. "If a king wanted
to take possession of his enemy's city, he
would begin by cutting off the water and
the food and so his enemies, dying of hunger,
would submit to him. It is the same with
the passions of the flesh; if a man goes
about fasting and hungry the enemies of his
soul grow weak." If we cut the resources
where our temptations come from, the battle
is half won. If internet is the cause of
your falls, put a filter on. If alcohol is
the source of your anger, keep beer out of
your house.
His obedience was extreme. One day the Abba
took a piece of dry wood, planted it and
told him, "Water it every day with a
pail of water, until it bears fruit."
Now the water was so far away that he had
to leave in the evening and return the following
morning. At the end of three years the wood
came to life and bore fruit. The Abba took
some of the fruit and carried it to the church
saying to the brethren, "Take and eat
the fruit of obedience."
Like all of us, he did not start faultless.
He had to learn wisdom. In his young days,
he prayed God to take his passions away from
him so that he might become free from care.
He went and told his Abba: "I find myself
in peace, without an enemy". The old
man said to him, "Go, implore God to
stir up warfare so that you may regain the
affliction and humility that you used to
have, for it is by warfare that the soul
makes progress." So he besought God
and when warfare came, he no longer prayed
that it might be taken away, but said, "Lord,
give me strength for the fight."
Small in stature. Giant in compassion. One
day when he was going through the desert
with some other brothers, their guide lost
his way for it was night time. So the brothers
said to him, "What shall we do, Abba,
in order not to die wandering about, for
the brother has lost the way?" The old
man said to them, "If we speak to him,
he will be filled with grief and shame. But
look here, I will pretend to be ill and say
I cannot walk any more; then we can stay
here till the dawn." This he did. The
next day the guide realized his mistake and
all were safe.
His guiding principle? "I never followed
my own will; nor did I ever teach another
what I had not first practiced myself."
May it become our course of action!
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