
Discernment 
Sanctity is the coup of audacity in the Christian
life. It is the obvious consequence
of anyone
who professes to be a Christian. Radicalism
or nothing. Holiness is not an option.
It
is for each one of us, as Mother Teresa
claims,
a simple duty. Mediocrity has no place
in
Christianity.
And this is cool! There are in the world,
Blaise Pascal claims, three possible levels
of greatness: the order of bodies, in which
wealthy people, very beautiful people or
those of an eye-catching physical presence
stand out; the order of intelligence and
genius, in which artists, writers and scientists
are distinguished; and the order of holiness
in which, after Christ, the Virgin Mary and
the saints are outstanding.
And he shrewdly adds that while an almost
infinite distance separates the second order
from the first, an 'infinitely infinite'
distance separates the order of holiness
from that of genius! "One drop of holiness,
says the musician Charles Gounod, is worth
more than an ocean of genius".
Many and many and many go for beauty
and
wealth and body fitness. A good number
go
for studies. You and I should go for
holiness!
(And maybe, get the other two on the
side!)
They say, holiness is a terrific adventure.
Like all adventures there is a moment
which
starts it all, a 'first stone' of the
building.
For our consolation, this moment can
occur
at any age in life. It is never too
late
to begin to be saints.
Mother Teresa of Calcutta is a typical
example.
Until the age of 36 years, she was
a 'normal'
religious of the Congregation of Loreto.
It was during a train trip from Calcutta
to Darjeeling for her annual spiritual
retreat
that the event that changed her life
occurred.
God's mysterious voice addressed a
clear
invitation to her, "I want Indian
religious,
Missionaries of Charity who will be
my fire
of love among the poorest, the sick,
the
dying, and the children of the streets.
I
want you to bring me the poor. ...
Will you
refuse to do this for me? … There are
convents
with many religious who take care of
rich
and privileged people, but for my indigents
there is absolutely none."
It was not easy. Confiding with Archbishop
Perier, she said: "I have been
and continue
to be very happy as a religious of
Loreto;
it is hard to leave what I love and
expose
myself to new hardships and sufferings
which
will be great." Then turning to
Jesus
she exclaimed: "Why can't I be
a perfect
Loreto religious? ... Why can't I be
like
all the others? ... What you ask me
is too
great for me ... Look for a more worthy
and
generous soul."
As we all know, Mother Teresa answered
with
a yes. Sanctity hinges on this "yes"
said to God at the moment He reveals
his
will personally to someone. In the
life of
each one of us there has been or there
will
be a call. And perhaps we answered
or hopefully
will answer yes. Perhaps a 'yes' in
the dark.
Yet it is a very vital yes for us …
and for
so many who will benefit from this
'yes'.
A 'yes' which has to be repeated a
zillion
times. God's first and decisive call
is followed
by many other discreet invitations
that we
call good inspirations.
These inspirations of grace walk alongside
the other ways to discover what God
wants
from us - namely the events of life,
the
Word of the Scriptures and the advice
of
a spiritual director or catechist.
The most
delicate problem in regard to inspirations
has always been to discern those that
come
from the Spirit of God from those that
come
from the spirit of the world, one's
own passions,
or the evil spirit.
It was above all to respond to this
need
that the Jesuit founder, St. Ignatius
of
Loyola developed his doctrine on discernment.
His modus operandi was to observe the
intentions
- the "spirits" - that are
behind
a choice and the reactions that the
latter
causes. What comes from the Holy Spirit
brings
with it joy, peace, tranquility, gentleness,
simplicity, light. What comes from
the evil
spirit brings sadness, disturbance,
agitation,
disquiet, confusion, darkness.
In practice, it is true, things are
more
complex. An inspiration can come from
God
and, despite this, cause great disturbance.
But this is not due to the inspiration,
which
is gentle and peaceful, as is everything
that comes from God; it stems, rather,
from
resistance to the inspiration. A serene
river
also, when it meets obstacles, causes
whirlpools.
The secret is to abandon ourselves
to the
interior Teacher who speaks to us without
the noise of words. As good actors,
we must
listen carefully, on great and small
occasions,
to the voice of this hidden prompter,
to
recite our part faithfully in the theater
of life.
It is easier than one thinks, because the
Holy Spirit speaks to us within, he teaches
us each thing, and he instructs us on everything.
It is enough sometimes to glance within.
(c) Fr. Pius Sammut, OCD. Permission
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