
Intense love 
Have you ever loved anyone passionately,
dearly?
If not, please skip to the next story.
This real-life story can only be read
by
those who were or are in love.
Father Francis Juaregny had just finished
celebrating his First Solemn High Mass
in
the chapel of the convent where his
sister
had lived. Mother Superior approached
him
the moment he entered the sacristy
and demurely
gave him a letter. The moment he saw
the
handwriting on the envelope, his heart
skipped
a beat.
'Yes, your sister wrote this letter
just
a few days before she died', said Mother.
'She asked me to give it to you only
if you
become a priest after your first mass....'
You can imagine how eager this young
priest
was to read the letter of his dead
sister.
She had died very young just two years
before.
This was her last message for him.
And she
wanted him to read it after his first
mass.
He ripped upon the envelope and ...
"Dear brother,
Bless me. Bless me after you have blessed
our mum. I too am the mother of your
vocation
and your priesthood.
Listen. Three years ago you came to
visit
me and I could sense deeply, very deeply,
that you had serious doubts whether
to continue
your road to the priesthood or not.
Do you
remember how uncertain you were, how
many
questions you had in your mind and
heart
that day? When I spoke to you, you
simply
stared at me and you left ... without
giving
me much hope.
I felt so bad to see you in such a
crisis.
I perceived that God, to save your
vocation
and your faith, was asking of me a
sacrifice,
a great sacrifice. That day I went
and knelt
in the chapel before Jesus and said
to Him,
"Jesus, I know that this is all
a question
of love. If you wish, take my love,
take
my life, but please, please, grant
that my
brother becomes a priest, a holy priest."
I thank you for the great sacrifice
you generated
in my life... that I may die of love
for
your vocation, for your priesthood.
Thank
you for opening heaven for me so early.
Now I wait in heaven, expecting that
one
day I will meet you and all those brethren
whom you and I will have saved, you
through
your priesthood, I through my sacrifice.
We shall soon meet again... for ever
Good bye.
Love,
Stephanie
Francis Juaregny burst into tears when
he
read this letter. That moment he understood
many things.
Later, he asked his superiors to go
and dedicate
all his life as a missionary in Alaska.
Suffering is a ladder which leads many
people
to heaven.
Make use of it!
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